From God, Belong to God, and Back to God. Believe, Pray, and Efforts ϟ HLNRZK

my forever inspiration. Alice <3

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I’ve never introduced my life on my own Tumblr/Blog before. This one is my favorite part of life. The one i love and also the one i hate the most. we took these pictures when we were eating Bakpau that really looks like my cheeks (oh yea you can see it right there, he put the Bakpau right beside my cheek and it’s 11:12 with my huge cheeks -,-) Well, that’s not what exactly i want to tell. We’re beautiful. I mean, we had Beautiful moments, beautiful love, beautiful words, and.. we’re just beautiful.

He brought me to a better way of life. A brighter life. Our love was huge & real. Hard to let go. Now? For me, yes. But, probably we’re rarely to show it.  He hold & loved me for more than a year. we’re a really sweet couple. i admitted that. But i think time slowly changed everything. As we know, nothing’s perfect. We were perfect but time by time Problems came up & other feelings automatically appeared. Particularly hatred & distrust. Both of these feelings trying to separated us. But, see? we’re okay. We still together until God decided us to live without each other.

I’ve learned so many things. I wanted to thank him for all his love, kindness, loyalty, and honesty. But, screw you for those fckin painful things. Too much drama.. Fun yet torturing.. but thats life & love; up and down. Well.. i can’t force you to stay sweet but i hope you’ll always sincere of giving all your love, appreciate me and everything what i’ve gave to you.

One day, will come a time when we’ll saturated with each other. I’ll be ready for that :) I’m sure love will guide us back. If it’s not? Let God decided about it later. God knows what best for us.. 

Thank you for those beautiful moments monster :) i’ll love you as much as i could.

Last words; We never know what we have until it’s gone. So Fellas, treat the one you love right :) x

Anonymous asked: hai mbaknya. mbak cantik deh :)

Alhamdulillah.. terima kasih mas :)

Anonymous asked: hai helen nice tumblr:) kmu jd ambil di UPH?

Thankyou! :) masih nunggu pengumuman Undangan UI dan mau coba SNMPTN. Jadi UPH backup plan aja hehe

Anonymous asked: kak helen and kak jagad are my favorite couple, keep loving each other yaa :-D

Aww thankyou sweety.. insyaAllah Aamiin :) x

Anonymous asked: kak helen why you have to be soooo beautiful?? kakak perawatan gitu ngga? kulitnya bersih banget, mau tipsnya :p

Aamiin Alhamdulillah.. merci beaucoup whoever you are :) It’s not as clean as you thought kok… Hanya obat jerawat semacam ointment & Rajin peeling di Dokter kulit ;)

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by Michael Cools. xxx

Anonymous asked: hi, Do You Need A Boyfriend? :D

I only need one. And i already have the lovely one :)

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